So my recent ex-boyfriend added me (back) on Facebook today. Not to get into all the hairy details (..ya really want 'em, email me)...I was really taken aback. I've been trying to figure out if/what I should write back to him. Here is what I really want to say...and don't know if I will or not.
Do you not understand how much you hurt me? Can you even fathom, just a bit what it must have been like to be ME in this situation? I cried for weeks after all was said and done. I let it eat at me forever. Then I decided to move on.
I needed not to see ***** and so-and-so are now friends... ***** has added/been tagged in new pictures ... ***** has changed their status. To constantly be bombarded with your name, your picture every day.
I don't want to be just another casualty. I want to be the one who got away.
I want to be stronger than that. I want to be my own person again. I want to be ME. The real me. The one girl revolution. The one with enough fire, sass and charm to accomplish everything I want in life.
So I'm not sure if I'll add you back...or when. But know, that it's not like it used to be. I'm me. I'm my own. I take care of me first. So thanks for the thought. We'll see.
The best thing that ever happened to you.
p.s. **mostly for lyndsishae: my ipod has been on a playlist called "one girl revolution" since i got all those songs you recommended. you are bomb, woman.