You're supposed to be the leading lady of your own life...

Dec 1, 2007

DATE AND TIME: 10:43. in the bed-time.
SOUNDAGE: colin firth and what a girl wants.
ACTION: biology test, intern applications, simulation analysis...
REACTION: stomach pain and time in my bed

"Anderson Cooper does not shy away from strong opinions, provocative stories and challenging issues. Regular features include Anderson's take on the world of media and the news, with in-depth coverage of justice, politics, health and pop culture, all from contributors who are as engaged, and engaging, as Anderson." .....good to know. gosh.
that's not intimidating at all. once you make it through all of CNN's site you can finally find their internship application site. sometimes i secretly thing the only reason i'm not quite as "go get 'em" about applying for my internships is because i'm secretly afraid to grow up. dang dang dang.

today is BO-RING. maybe that's a good thing so i actually try and accomplish something (like the amazing avoidance i have of studying for my bio test). i'm just so sick of being in provo. i'm sick of the same thing over and over. routine has never quite been my thing. it's funny with how little i like big changes just how much i need the little changes. i'm getting sick of the same old situations. i need to shake it up a little. and i'm sick of the same things happening over and over again.

i swear i always want to eat these days. well, at least that's what it seems like. even as i write this i keep thinking that all i've eaten today is a piece of garlic bread, some hashbrowns and a yogurt. no wonder my stomach is growling. ...i know it's finals time by how drained i am. i just want to sit in my bed and watch movies and eat ice cream all day long. in fact, i'd go get some ice cream but i'm just too lazy to go scrape off my car. seriously. that is...lazy.

i found a song i am IN LOVE with this week (that's a usual occurrence--if a song can last the whole week and be played through in its entirety, it's a favorite). it's by
sara bareilles. it's called "love song" and i've listened to some of her other stuff and she's good. here's one of my favorite parts of the song (i like it all): "I'm not gonna write you to stay/ if your heart is nowhere in it/ I don't want it for a minute/ Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to/ write you a love song today." look it up. listen to it. fall in love.


  1. I'm madly in love with you.
    As soon as me and Stevi find "In The Land Of Women" actually at a video store, we'll have our girls night.
    I miss you.
    Be my friend.

  2. um, so we suck for not coming back to get you.
    i just painted my fingernails RED. this makes me cool, i think.
    also, call me? text me? sometime soon?
    looooveee youuuuuuuuu.


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