Dear Stubborn as Heck,

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick/ and think of you.
I gotta say what's on my mind./ Something about us, doesn't seem right... these days./ Life keeps getting in the way.
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel/ I need oxygen.
Oh baby, I would be your lady/ I am going crazy for you.
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Blank stares at blank pages/ No easy way to say this/ You mean well but you make this hard on me.
Oh baby if I was your lady/ I would make you happy.
Made room for me/ It's too soon to see/ If I'm happy in your hands.
And your slow shaking finger tips/ show that your scared like me so:
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in/ because its cold outside/ share with me the secrets that you kept in/ because its cold inside.
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Just wait around and see/ maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead/ I promise I can be anyone I can be anything.
/The kind of flawless I wish I could be.
/I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need
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It's so hard to say,/ but I gotta do what's best for me.
/I'm unusually hard to hold on to
/You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am./ I just don't belong here,/ I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,/ but at least for now,/
I won't write you a love song/Cause you ask for it/ Cause you need one/you see.
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You are one very difficult girl, Siovhan Lorelle. And you did it all to yourself this time.

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